Wow- it has been a long, long time since I have been here, but I decided this will be a good thing to try to do again.  I need a venting forum!

I have lots of things on my mind all of the time, however, I don’t really have many people to get them off of my mind to.  I have friends- but the “get it off my mind and really vent” life long friends are all 600 miles (or more) away.  I have become the therapist of the friends I have, so I get overwhelmed by them much of the time.  I never try to reach out, I actually feel it is useless.  Everyone has issues that MUST be bigger than mine.  Maybe, just maybe, one time someone will just call, send a text or email and say – hey!  Tell me how YOUR day has been or what is going on in YOUR life, but I won’t hold my breath.  It is what I have allowed myself to become and until I change it, then it will stay this way.  If I snap, this will be here to tell the world what snapped me!